What Makes You Think I Give A Shit?

She's fallen asleep, the little bitch.

I stare at her from the other end of the couch.
Her black hair still looks like a birds nest.
Ugh.

“Hey.” I grunt, poking at her shoulder.

Nothing.

Rad glares at me from the doorway to the kitchen.

“Oh, that's right, I'll be right there, buddy!” I chuckle.

I almost forgot that I refused to feed the fatass.

A bruise has started to show on her forehead.
I bite my tongue, keeping in a laugh as I butt at it with my finger.

Damn, she's out!
A little fun wouldn't hurt..

He lets out an angry meow.

“Don't try to beat my around, you little shit!” I hiss as I get up from the couch.

I can hear her snore.
Gross.

Jesus Christ, woman, do you ever shut up?
She should seriously stop snoring.
Or breathing, I don't care!

I fill up Rad's bowl and light a cigarette.

The hangover still has one Hell of a tight hold on me.
Fuck.

I blow out smoke and lean against the windowsill, looking at the people on the street.

They look stupid as shit.
All of them.
Yep!

“Ricky?” she calls.

Can't I have a moment of peace?!
God fucking damn it!

“What?” I shout.
“Where are you?”
“As far away from you as I can be, without having to leave my home.”

I flick off the burned ashes in the ashtray.

“Are you mad at me?” she mutters as she appears in the doorway.
“You fucking bet, bitch.” I scoff.

She bows her head, hugging herself.

“I'm sorry.”

I roll my eyes, shaking my head.

“Whatever.”

Why is she still standing there?
Fuck, girl, give me a break!

I give her a death glare.

“Why are you looking at me like that?”
“Because I think you're ugly as fuck.”

She kind of is.
Her face at least.
There's something about her nose I just can stand.

“Oh.” she whispers.

I finish my cigarette, putting it out.

Why won't you just fuck of, bitch?








“Are you hungry?”

I look up from my laptop, cocking an eyebrow at her.

“Why would I be that?”
“I don't know,” she shrugs. “I just thought you might eat food, you know, like normal people.”
“I'm all but normal, babygirl.” I huff.
“I've noticed.” she mutters under her breath.

How I'd just love to smash that sassy attitude out of you!
Holy shit.

“I'd watch it if I was you.”
“Why?”

I groan and run a hand through my hair.

“Listen up, bitch, if you don't keep that mouth shut I will literally throw you out of the window.”
“Good luck explaining that to the police.” she chuckles.

I lean back in my seat, smirking at her.

“You'd be surprised how many people jump from this very roof every year.”

Yeah, that's right.
Let all color disappear from your face.
Except the bruise.
Damn.
It suits her!
Maybe I should try and give her another before she leaves?

“Please, don't kill me.” she whispers.
“Goodness,” I giggle. “calm your tits, I'm only playing with the idea.”

Am I capable of murder?
Probably not.
Or maybe?
She clenches at the hem of the t-shirt she stole from me.

“You're scaring me.”
“Good.” I sigh, turning back to the screen.







I put on some random Saw movie, nuzzling Rad's head as he cuddles up to me.

Allie has planted her perfect ass on the floor, further away.

She's been keeping her distance for a while now.
Awesome!

“C-Can you maybe put on something else?”
“If you don't like it, you can just fuck the Hell off.”

She looks down at her hands.

Jesus Christ, what does it take to make you go away?!

I groan at the sound of the doorbell.

“Hey,” I huff, cocking my head at her. “make yourself useful and get that for me.”

I curl up a twenty dollar bill and throw it at her.

“Uhm, okay.”
“Tell him to keep the change.”

Pizza.
The best cure for a hangover.
Fuck. Yes.

“Here you go.” she mutters, keeping her gaze away from the television.

Her disgust amuses me in ways I can't even begin describe.
It's amazing!

A loud scream from the speakers makes her flinch.

Damn, girl, relax.

“Where am I supposed to sleep?”
“Floor.” I say, my voice muffled by the pizza I've stuffed into my mouth.

She nods.
Just plain nodding, no attempt at convincing me to let her sleep next to me.
Nope.

I snigger silently.
I must've really freaked her out!

“How can you eat while watching that?” she asks.
“Allie?”
“Yeah?”
“Shut the Hell up!”








“Ricky?” she weeps, quietly knocking on the door to my bedroom.

This is so frustrating.
Didn't I tell her to stay away from me?
Jesus fuck!

“What?”
“I can't fall asleep.”
“What makes you think I give a shit?”

I hear her whimper.

Oh, my God.
Fucking crybaby!

“Goodnight, Allie!”








She keeps on crying.

How many tears can she possibly have left?
And what the fuck is she crying about anyway?
I gave her a roof over her head for the night, didn't I?
Holy crap.

I roll my eyes and get out of bed, as my curiosity gets the best of me.

“Could you shut the fuck up?” I boom, kicking the door open.

She's curled up in the hallway, looking ever so pathetic and attention seeking.

“What the fuck are you wailing about?”
“Nothing.” she sniffles.

My ass.

“Fine.” I shrug, making motion to leave.
“Wait,” she whines. “please, don't go!”
“What the Hell is your problem?”
“The movie,” she mutters. “it's giving me nightmares.”

Did I fuck a five year old yesterday, or what?
Yuck.

“Pull yourself together.” I grunt, shaking my head as I grab her arms. “Come on, up.”

I lead her into my bedroom, pushing her down on the bed.

“If I hear one more whine from you, you're out of here, got it?”
“Yes.”








I'm not too sure about how we ended up like this.
Am I taking advantage of her vulnerability?
Might be, yes, kind of.

One thing's for sure, she gives great head!

“Fuck, yes!” I wheeze, tugging at her hair as she bobs her head up and down my shaft.

Should I warn her?
Be nice this one time?
Nah.

“Fuck, Allie!” I growl, trembling as I coat the inside of her mouth in sperm.

I hoped for her to squirm away, choke or vomit or something.
But no.
She simply smiles and swallows, almost making me pop a new boner.

Jesus Christ, please make her do that again.

“Ah-ah,” I hiss, pushing her away. “no cuddling.”
“But..”
“Yeah, you sucked me off, big deal, go to sleep before I kick out back to the floor.”

My balls are still fucking spinning, good fucking gracious.
What the fuck just happened?

From now on, girls who doesn't swallow are on the list of things I hate.
God damn.
I want to see that every time!